Tonight totally sucked for real, first of all I went to the wave pool, which wasn't so bad. Then i was drove around everywhere i really didn't want to be. I just wanted to go home. She freaking took me places while she got drunk and high. It sucked so bad. and I had to drive her home. I was soooo pissed. Now she's all mad because I was being mad. Well i had the right to. She just goes on impluse and it really makes me mad. I really need to find a job. Not working is killing me sooo much. I feel like walking down the middle of the street and wait for a car to hit me, because that would be the highlight of my life right now. It's so hard. Tomorrow should be so much fun, because I get to do nothing at all. This is totally going to rock my world. I really am starting to wish it was August. That would be so nice. It seems everyone around me has changed and I don't know why. My parents are being to up tight and controlling. Who calls their 18 year old daughter up constantly asking where you are. I think I am responsible to control my life. I think I my boy is coming up for my grad party. It's going to be great. He said the cutest thing to me, he told me that I was so adorable, and his mom would love me.....aww that's my army boy. Those guys REALLY know how to treat a women, not the scum bums around here. I miss him so much. He says he has a surprise for me....I wonder what it is. Ah, I can't wait till the 23rd. But if it doesn't happen then, I guess I can wait. :-(. It would suck so bad, if the stupid army kept him in Texas, I think my heart might break.....</3 Well atleast something good came from today. I really wish he was stationed closer, then I wouldn't have to worry about the crapy selection of guys around here. People these days make me so upset.Well i'm going to bed now. Laterz