grrr.....i so do not know what to do......its so confusing. okay well there is this one guy who i met about 2 months ago and we really hit things off good. a couple fights here and there but ya know thing were good. then after homecoming a few beers and 20 minutes later things we popin.....so ya and i guess you could say that the only time he actually talks to me is when he wants something. like i don't know what to do. and i really can't take these games anymore. but like everytime i see him i can't help but like him again.......it's like he has my mind controlled and i can't break free. but in all honesty i don't think i wanna break free.....it's so hard to get over him....everytime i think i am he's gotta start with me again....i really don't know what to do anymore....AHHH but yea sooooooo i'm gonna go to bed so i don't torture myself anymore.........peace ya'll

SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE

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